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Once again my hopes were so high but then now im falling, burning, just waiting to hit the ground with all these bullshit thats going on.
I need to get away, somewhere peaceful and quiet. Just too much in my mind, well to be honest there’s only one thing in my mind and it actually made me forget about my other problems though this is just one problem but there is just so much in it that it doesn’t even fit my brain anymore.
Cocooned Trees, Pakistan
Photo: Russell WatkinsAn unexpected side effect of the 2010 flooding in parts of Sindh, Pakistan, was that millions of spiders climbed up into the trees to escape the rising flood waters; because of the scale of the flooding and the fact that the water took so long to recede, many trees became cocooned in spiderwebs. People in the area had never seen this phenomenon before, but they also reported that there were fewer mosquitoes than they would have expected, given the amount of standing water that was left. Not being bitten by mosquitoes was one small blessing for people that had lost everything in the floods.
Hard headed? Unreliable? I don’t think so! You’re thinking that theres no way that you can get something from me! My help or anything! I mean its not my fault that im always not home, that im always with friends, and that im always out having fun! I’d rather go somewhere and avoid the bullshit that your gonna give me! I got shit to deal with already and i don’t want u adding more to it! And plus when you add something to it! I get more irritated and i just hate you more and i don’t like that! Yeah im here to help but not all the time! I got my own life to prepare for! And right now it doesn’t look good and i need to straighten that up! You always depend on me but i got shit to handle so i can’t always give my help! And even if i give my help to you, you never showed any appreciation anyways! Soo whats the point of doing it? Its all useless when i do shit for you! So i’d rather do shit for people who appreciate what i do for them rather than doing something for you while my time gets wasted cause i get nothing from it!
What do i do? I don’t fucking know! This shit just sucks so bad! I pretend that im alright but i know deep inside i feel like shit! When i usually go to work i would always be hyper and make everyone laugh and just make my work place happy! But when that time came i just felt like shit all through out! And everyone was just quiet and it feels soo cold! It sucks that its affecting my work place too! Its not right for me to show my down side and affect everyone and be all quiet too! I just don’t know what to do…